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jadeswallow ([personal profile] jadeswallow) wrote2012-01-01 07:29 am
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*insert usual excuses here*

I'm sorry if this is the first entry you see after new year, but....


If you can read THIS, that means you have survived the cut.

That being said, Happy New Year and good luck for 2012!

[identity profile] orenji-kiseki.livejournal.com 2012-01-01 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
I wish you a happy new Arashi year~~! <3 Let's hope they will rock the 2012 as well! and many years after that <3

Oh, I guess I didn't survive the cut. That's okay, I guess we just never happened to have a chance to talk^^
I did try few times to comment on your personal entries, but in the end I thought I don't know you enough yet though I read possibly a dozen of entries on the site-link you left and I probably sound like a creepy stalker now. On the other hand, leaving awkward "hugs" would feel too shallow (also I had no idea if hugs would be welcomed). I guess our perspectives are very different and so I needed a lot of time to adjust myself to yours even a bit, because I seem to be quite the opposite type - I can't have fun if I'm not with people. Alone walks only make me sad and extremely lonely.
Uh, that wasn't my point though. I just wanted to say that one of your entries really made me feel better on a very stressful day and I regret I couldn't return the favour in any way to you.

Also I will miss your header a lot <3

[identity profile] jadeswallow.livejournal.com 2012-01-01 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I'm sorry, I'm looking through my LJ comment stats while doing the cut, and everyone who comment less than 5 times was automatically cut.

It's okay because I know a lot of people don't feel the way I do, and I wish I could be around people more...but I spent years trying to be like that and it's not who I am :)

May I know which entries? Perhaps I could make it public for you or something.

[identity profile] orenji-kiseki.livejournal.com 2012-01-06 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
This sounds like the times when I try to force myself to suit other people's needs as well... it's funny how it seems I can actually relate to you in this way, though what we need is completely opposite...

Ah. It was the first entry where you posted a link to that blog. The second one was when you mentioned how your friend reacted when you felt down... and third one was where you used a sentence in the meaning of: 'we lived through this situations so many times and came out of them fine, this shouldn't make us scared' (uh, I regret I only remember the meaning, not the whole phrase exactly. Especially because it really had a big impact on me)
Um, it's not like I have almost a whole comment typed in notepad to one of these, sitting in my comp for two weeks... so ok, maybe it is exactly like this *fail*.

[identity profile] tangiblewhimsy.livejournal.com 2012-01-01 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry to see I didn't make the cut, but! I wish you a happy new year just the same. :3

[identity profile] jadeswallow.livejournal.com 2012-01-01 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Happy New Year to you too. Sorry about the cut. I've been writing really personal entries lately so I'm thinking of minimizing people who can read it. I hope this year will be a fabulous year for you too :3